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How Can I smile? by tendergrieving, literature

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How Can I smile?

How can I smile when no one is looking? Knowing what I know. Seeing what I've seen. How can I smile when no one is looking? Hearing what I've heard. Tasting what I've tasted. The taste of displeasure and death. How can I smile when no one is looking? When I have the taste of guilt on my tongue, Slowly dripping into a puddle of despair. But as my puddle turns into an ocean of what if's, I wonder if there is anyone, Anywhere who can save me. Is there? Can there be? How can I smile when no one is looking, Knowing that these questions go un-answered.

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Fall by tendergrieving, literature

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Fall

Fall Fall with me Come with me I dont want to be alone I want us to be together forever I want to feel you with me I want to smell you next to me I want to be with you forever But you know that isn't possible I know you love another I know you'll never notice me I know you can't love me at all I hope you'll love me anyways I hope you'll notice how i wipe away your tears I hope you notice how i hold you when she dumps you I love you

Chained by tendergrieving, literature

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Chained

Pulling and tugging was what I did. Now I just let them dig into my skin. I stopped fighting, there was no use. No one could hear my cries for help. No one came to save me. These chains keep me here in this place. This dead place. Everything is black and white. Apart from the red, This is my spilt blood. And no one is here, But him. A sly smirk is always on his face. A smug attitude is always shown. That pair of dangerous gold eyes. I don't know if he is real or not. He taunts me. He says I am going to be his queen. He says I will always be his. I laugh… He comes to me every day, Saying the same old thing. But then

Crimson Blood and Poison Tears by tendergrieving, literature

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Crimson Blood and Poison Tears

Rain, Raina, go away, Because of you the pain will stay. Slit my throat cut out my heart, Leave me there, Tear it apart. Poison tears stream down my face, My heart beats at a steady pace. As I try to stand again, Alone and standing in the rain. "I don't need you anymore…" Is what I think while the tears pour. I hate you like I hate my life, But love is what cuts like a knife. Love is death and death is you, It's pain stains like a black tattoo. Those memories come back again, And bind me in ropes of pain. Crimson blood streams down my head, Like a long silk ribbon tied by a tread, To a platinum bullet, A hole in my sk

How can I smile when no one is looking by tendergrieving, literature

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How can I smile when no one is looking

My heart by tendergrieving, literature

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My heart

"I can't find it" Where did you put it? "I locked it up in my chest for safe keeping" Do you think someone stole it? "Yes, I do" Who do you think it was? "I don't know, so many people have found their way there, It's impossible to tell" Well, That's an irreplaceable thing, You only get one in a life-time. "I know, I guess I'll just have to wait until someone gives me theirs" What if nobody gives you theirs? "Then I'm bound to a life of pain and sorrow…" I'm so sorry. "Don't be, it's not your fault"

Perfect Fit by tendergrieving, literature

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Perfect Fit

Pull me closer, let me fit perfectly into you. Caress me, in a gentle way. That shows me that you care, but that you still want me. Lift your chin a little higher, so that i can kiss you in just the right place. Right on your vein in your neck. You are right. It is kind of a turn on. Turn your head if you want it. Let me kiss along your jaw. Don't be scared, we've already come this far. Now go ahead, kiss me. Kiss me like your a man, and make me feel like a woman. You press your lips into mine, and liquid fire spreads through my body. I swoon, and lose myself in you. Your lips trob against mine, and you taste wonderfu

The truth by tendergrieving, literature

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The truth

Drip, drip, drip. Watch the tears fall from her eyes. Hear the silent cries she's hiding behind her eyes. Please hear what she's not saying. She won't react. Or raise a hand against it. But, please. Hear what she's not saying. Look into her eyes. See those things she wants to cry. Say a word against it for her. Raise a hand against it in her defense. Protect her. Prove to her, that there are people, who will stop this injustice. Do not stay quite, or they will get away with it. She dosen't enjoy it. Look at her pained expression, and tense body. Her jaw is clenched, and she is trying to remain calm. Becuase she belie

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the smell of cyanide in the morning. by vvlpes, literature

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the smell of cyanide in the morning.

. he was someone with thin-boned fists and thick muscle in his chest. f r a g i l e , yet strong and healthy, he was the s i l e n c e of a synagogue, sacred and still. until one day he went missing. the locks smashed, dusty boot prints walking themselves up and down his floors. (rabbi)t's breath lungs perched in a dove's rib cage, he was peace on a battlefield, an unwelcome guest, killed with the olive > branch > he carried. . countless skeletons passing down a staircase they'll never walk up again. it's only down, down, down for them from now o

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My heart by tendergrieving, literature

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My heart

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Artist // Hobbyist // Literature

Mar 12
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Deviant for 12 years
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im just trying to survive, you know?

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The annonymous people who write poetry and quotes, they inspire me.

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KyberlifeCrystals

Mar 12, 2015

Happy birthday!

Nostromino

Mar 12, 2013

Hi, Happy Birthday!

Happy Birthday!

hello there

Hey Juan, long time no see

Are you still talking to Sophie and Taylor? Also, how'd your um, was it a show?, go? Did you ever find any voice actors? Meh

Miss you !! You should come visit soon

JuanCP

Dec 21, 2012

Hey Lyric,

It has been a while :3
Um, no Sophie and Taylor aparently dislike me :/
Show? Oh you mean my live streaming? I just started doing it like four days ago ^~^ Just check my journal

Voice actors, I have found a couple thank fully enough to do a show ^~^

I miss you too~~

Ill try to visit soon enough now that i can drive ^~^

tendergrieving

Jan 7, 2013

Tats great to here

I'm glad that everything is working well for you! And yeah I guess soophie and taylor arent as glad as they used to be when talking to u... i dont know why though... Visit soon

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